i am also planning on moving from MI capital city to IN capital city. I want a job outside of banking but i am pretty open. I just want to move on to something that has meaning. I want my coming in to work 5 days a week to actually mean something for once. i want it to matter if i come in on time or put in my 100%. Why go to another new city when the last two failed? fort wayne and lansing... these were the easy choices. to another city away from what i thought was making me unhappy. well after six years, a college degree, and a few broken hearts, i am working to do what i should have done a long time ago. follow my heart. not a boy. not money. not an escape but my heart. and it belongs to my best friend of 13 years- Krystyna. I want to have her in my day to day life. i want to watch my nephew grow up, her son Cash. i want to live in a city with a heart. i have other friends there too. its still in driving distance to my parents which is important. and when i want to go back to school - i've got IUPUI :)
Thats all for the future. about the past. i have a bad memory, right. well lately i've been remembering things. i smell something and it brings me back or hear a song or find a name of someone in the past... reading old journals... it puts me in an automatic natural high remembering things about life prior to a year ago. its like college made me lose myself. or i gave myself to my education and lost every thing else. i don't know why i forgot so much but i did and its such a relief to have some of it back. and thats why i'm here. i used to blog and i like it. so now i'm doing it again. incase i forget what life is like today- i can find it again and remember in five years. the feeling of remembering is a happy one. i like happy. i enjoy feeling at peace.
xoxo
Randee
